when i feel my life is missing

The first thing that disappointed was there when I feel my life is lost. I was crushed finer than dust.
loss of ideals, love, friendship, family. and that means, I lost my life. how can I fly back, when my wings have been vulnerable because of lost spirits.

and now, I have to deal with something that did not want to face. very heavy, but ... what power. I can not do anything else. this just the way it is.

okay, I'll live for the sake of others. for the sake of my beloved parents. for my friend. and hopefully I'm happy.